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Aargh. After I started listening to music, I gradually opened up. At first I hummed to myself. Then I sang softly. Now I can sing out loud. At home. Not in front of anyone yet. haha. I never heard myself sing though. Maybe 'cos I usually sing to the music I'm hearing. Or maybe I sound different when I hear myself realtime.
But that all doesn't matter. My voice sucks. Aargh. At a friend's suggestion (after I said I could 'sing' as high as Coldplay), I tried recording myself singing today.
I sound like *$%^&. It sounds just like one of those S'pore Idol rejects. Aargh. I always knew I didn't sing very well. I just thought I can sing in tune. Well, I can. But I can't bear to hear myself singing to even check if I'm in tune. I really sound horrible. Aargh. And I have this very "singlish" accent. I never knew my 'singlish accent' was that heavy. Aargh.
Dunno how I got full marks for the Aural component of the Piano exam. LOL. And my piano teacher asked me to join the choir next year (she said something like HCI choir very good, and that I musn't waste my "talent") HA. HA. HA. I wonder now if she was being sarcastic. Wah...
I still like singing when I'm listening to songs though. Gives me that extra rush of adrenaline. Especially with Coldplay songs. But now I keep remembering how I sounded when I recorded my singing. Aargh. It sucks.
Hm... comtemplated putting a recording up here. But it's too troublesome, and I'll only be humiliating myself further. Aargh. I hate my voice.
Anyway, Gotta go sleep soon. Getting Physics and English back tomorrow. Please lemme get 74 for English and 78 for Physics... PLEASE. Or I'll sing you to death. haha
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10/24/2005 10:11:00 pm
