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Woke up at 7.40 today. I set the alarm at 7, but it didn't ring. Dunno why... but the alarm indicator was on when I checked it. Anyway, I set the alarm 'cos there was training today at 8.30. So, did I go? Hm... that's a veeeryyy good question... Er... let's just say I overslept, haha.
My whole body still aches. And now my right forearm also hurts, 'cos I think I didn't really bowl properly at the 'gathering' yesterday. Must've pulled something.
Anyway, I'm beginning to feel bored. No, 'bored' isn't the word. I have a lot of things to do. A lot of games, and there's training (aargh), and there're a lot of supposedly good movies coming up. Oh, and there's piano too. But I still have this sense of purposelessness in me. After the exams, I don't really have a goal to work towards. I'm sort of just whiling away my time doing fun (games and piano), or useful (training?), but still useless things. Yeah, I'm contradicting myself here. Can't find a better word. I have no purpose! Aargh.
Some of my classmates (or ex-classmates now...) have taken up part-time jobs. That sounds like something worthwhile... but I've got TRAINING! 3 days a week! How can I find a job that only requires one to work 2 weekdays a week? lol. Of course, I could always skip training... But I don't feel good at all evertime I pon training. My conscience gets to me, haha.
Right now, barely two weeks into the two month long school holiday, I'm actually starting to look forward to the end of the holidays and the start of JC life! Is that a good thing? Maybe. But I don't wanna regret not making full use of these two months.
What Can I do?
hyperxi's life @
11/11/2005 08:49:00 pm
